Finally, to top it all off, a friend and I spent Saturday evening at Super Prom! It was a charity event where costumes were optional, but of course we had to go in costume! Since we share the same name, we decided to go as Super Emily-s. The fun started when we hit the costume shop and found coordinating red and blue wigs, silver dresses, and crazy red fishnets. We planned and plotted for weeks: scoping out the Dollar Tree for masks, coordinating our make-up, cutting out our hero emblems. The kids were fascinated by all my preparations Saturday evening and got a kick out of the big photo session before we left for dinner and the Prom. We were already having so much fun; we even admitted to each other that we both initially put our “E”s on our dresses backward, not realizing we were looking in the mirror. Ha!
It has been a long time since I danced for five hours straight, but, minus bathroom breaks, we were non-stop partiers until the band sent us home at 2AM. 2AM! I got photographed with my hero, Kermit. Emily got photographed with her hero, Rocky Balboa. We worked together to fight off the advances of Kung Fu Panda. And we even got a decent picture of Hoochie-Wonder Woman to share with our husbands later.
It was such a hilariously fun and memorable weekend, I wouldn’t change a thing. But if you’re going to dance, you have to pay the fiddler; I guess that means more than the $20 cover charge for the party.
I’m not sure why 8-10 hours, over the course of three days, put my family into such discord, but by Sunday evening, I had three kids, including the 10 and 7 year old, trying to squeeze into my seat with me. And then even the dog got into it when she, not once but twice, tried to prevent me from picking up the baby by racing between us and marking a circle around me. Nothing says “I missed you” quite like a perimeter of urine.
Monday morning, our middle girl had an exhausting appointment with a specialist that raised as many questions as answers about her chronic stomach aches, it’s always stressful at my husband’s work this time of year, and by midweek I felt paralyzed by everyone’s competing needs. Hero to Zero in three short days.
When my husband called at lunch time, I was near tears, trying to figure out what to feed the baby. I had run out of all the foods she eats reliably, and she now refuses to ingest anything puréed or that she can’t feed herself. Even admitting my frustration felt like another failure, knowing my poor husband was busy and stressed out with work already.
But he was the real hero this week. Instead of cutting me off and reminding me that he had no possible means to help, and I was ridiculous for dumping my load on him when he was already enormously strained, he heard me out and then gently reassured me that nothing was as bad as it felt right then. Hearing his reassurance was just what I needed to finish out the day – and the week. I still haven’t been to the grocery store, the dog is in the kennel at this very moment, the baby is declining her raviolis by tossing them on the floor, and I’m still in my pajamas at nearly noon. But it’s all good. I don’t have to be a hero. I just have to love them. And I do.
When the Philistines saw that their hero was dead, they turned and ran. 1 Samuel 17:51